Tomorrow we try again

'Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes it's that little voice at the end of the day that says, I'll try again tomorrow.'

Sitting here on the floor in the kids room, waiting for the eldest to fall asleep.

Can't help but think about the million ways in which I failed them today. I was too impatient, expected to much.

The amazing thing about being a mom is knowing that they will still love you tomorrow no matter how bad today was.

They will wake up (maybe every hour during the night, or in the morning) and still need you.

They will smile when they open their eyes and mommy is right there.

So many days I loose it and take my frustrations out in them. I wonder what I am doing here and how I ever thought I could handle this.

But then you get a hug and a kiss, your three year old tells you, you are the best, and you remember what you are doing here.

Tomorrow we will try again

Comments

Can't imagine doing anything else

I get that being a stay at home mom is not for everyone. But for me it is my life’s fulfillment. I can’t imagine myself doing or being anything else than a mom. I don’t miss working at all. I get up in the morning and it excites me to know I’ll be spending my whole day with my children. And let me tell you two small people can keep you very busy. It’s not like I sit around and do nothing all day. I play with them and stimulate their brains. We go places and see things. We sure do have our lazy pajama days. But that is ok because we can do it together. I’m so blessed to have a successful husband who supports us. And who also supports me being at home. We made the decision together and we know it is what’s best for us. Do family and friends always understand it? No not at all. But we love it and we are confident in our decision. My children mean everything to me, and in the end they are only my responsibility. I can’t imagine giving my special gif

Awesome news

. God wants to use me to help other woman and children, and I am reporting for duty. I feel so blessed and know God has a huge plan for us. At first I was shocked now I am over joyed!!! I am about 5 weeks pregnant with my third baby. Every child is a huge gift from God. I feel so honored to be given this huge responsibility. I make so many mistakes every day but I know that He will always pick me up and put me back on track. I did not mention God in any of my previous posts, I thought i would keep religion out of it and just speak in general. But I was wrong to do so, cause whithout his mercy I am nothing and I'm capable of nothing. My God is an awesome God and I need to speak up.

Baby almost on the way ...

Now time is really flying! Only a few more weeks then we meet our baby girl. Getting a little nervous because baby is lying posterior, but like some one said its just another form of normal. But from what I read I really hope baby turns. With all that is going on complications is the last thing I need. Me and hubby discussed her name again, he wanted us to switch the two names so she is Callisa Carmin, luckily that day her baby bag arrived, which already had the name Carmin on. Mommy wins yay!

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