This was by far my hardest pregnancy ... To start with it was rather unplanned. My baby boy Ciane was only 4 months old (exclusively breast fed) when I fell pregnant. I was very stressed and emotional through out my pregnancy and had no idea how I would cope with three children. From the start we decided we were gonna have an unassisted birth. With my quick birth record we just thought it would be easier. So we prepared ourselves as much as we can. Then my mom (she is so awesome) picked up from my talking that baby was lying posterior. I read up as much as I could. Its just another way of normal as some pages said. But I was getting a little nervous. So again just like with Cara-Mia almost at the end of my pregnancy I started looking for a midwife. I felt we should have some one as back up for any emergencies. Luckily baby turned and I could relax. As always the last month was the worst! My belly was huge and Ciane was not walking yet. I had to run after my tree year old and so tore so