Our unassisted home birth ... Babe nr 4 Just when you think you want to give up like you just can't anymore, then there is light. I prayed and prayed and prayed and He heard me. He made me wait 40 weeks but He made sure it was perfect. During the night before I couldn't sleep at all, I was so restless and uncomfortable. Just my luck we had all three the other kids in bed that night. And on my ten millionth trip to the toilet I returned to every one rolled over and no space for me. I ended up on the single bed by Carmin's feet 😄 I was overjoyed when the sun came up and I could just focus on something else besides trying to sleep. We had a false alarm the week before so I didn't want to say anything to any one. I just casually mentioned to my mom that my back hurts allot and maybe we should just get things ready. Being blessed Heine was home as it was Freedom day. He spent the morning with the kids and every one was calm. At about 11:00 I started getting some real contra